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Apr 26, 2011
diary of 25-26 moody this few days and i keep eat eat eat and eat .. cause now .. FAT! this time i fucking serious baby X) i say end means end .. i said i will back to eu after ur exam, mean i will back to eu. this few days.. im force myself to have a fake smile , laugh.. wth.. when im boring i have to force myself to SLEEP ! im doing those silly, inane,prat,foolish,wacky,dozy and STUPID thing ! god..please stop to lean on me .. knew im controlling why must eu come and disturb.. and i know eu are not that sad well. i think eu are smilling and i wont believe what eu say. because i really feel like eu are happy.. and like nothing happened but i, trying my hardest to forget everything.. and i believe after few weeks , or months.. everything will be better .. and i do not need to force myself to have a fake smile.. sad for the same damn thing.. i think the decision i choosed are correct.. i said i want to end our love the main point is because ur exam.. and ur time harr..rly pack like AGUNG lehh i said i will wait eu .. alright what i had said i will do.. of course if something i think is over that eu do.. i tell eu .. i wont waste my time on eu.. now i didnt have mood to couple couple.. if want couple dont find me.. diuu.. leave far away before i punch euu.. guyss.. dont think im polite. i could thrash eu or kick eu anytime.. =) ( see...FAT horrr ?? ) haizzzzzz dunno why laa i fat very fast gehh.. if want slim down.. i think i need monthS or yearS ! buuuuuuussshhh ! just now.. yaaa...just now.. went stadium for run and jump.. lol.. long time didnt do jiang geng d action.. cause now musle pain dieee x.x at thrr..hot diee.. lol..the carpet like melting !! SCARY ! what a poor stadium X) but MGS's sukan diadakan di ST THOMAS school.. lol..how could it be ? hmmm ? blogged @ 3:03 AM with
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