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Mar 5, 2011
OH GOD!
Teach me please! I feel like i am the stupiest girl in this world! I shed out my tear.. The 1st time I use my tears to taip and meluahkan all my feeling.! I shed out my tear.. And it drop on my hands and my keyboard.. TEARS! Can ‘eu’ store in her eyes for ever.. Never appear in her life?? I wanna be strong! But I cant.. Teach my god! What should I do vf it? I fail in friendship and relationship! Am I so inane in that? For friendship: I fail because our friendship can broke it easily.. Ruparupanye our friendship cannot menerima cabaran yang sebesar macam ini. :’( Kan we pernah said b4 we will never be apart although we are in the different classes? Kan we pernah said b4 we will never so easily broke up our friendship easily ? ALTHOUGH WE FACING HARDSHIP! Girls! Whats wrong vf us? Eu be like that because she is lesbian? Or me? I yc vf senior made you bu shuang? Please be honest.. When sejarah.. I really want talk with eu..but eu look like dun want talk vf me.. Fine..enough ..i hope when Monday we will have a talk.. It hurt our friendship k! Already 1 week we didn’t talk..jokes , ply pukulx2..and share out happiness and sadness! I hope our friendship will never break up easily! For XXXX..?? I dunno what should I menamakan Boy.. The next Friday I have important thing wanna talk with you Or eu wanna I talk when we hang out? (For this few day let me call the nickname I call eu k? ah chern, dear , darling, honey , dar , babeh , sayang , LOUGONG ! :) iloveyou JLJC! and i like ur smile!................. you.. Start from lst year july..eu start busy.. And I just anggap ntg.. But this year.. eu semakin busy I know eu tired dear.. let me be a good girlfriend or friend I would like to let eu have some rest.. I feel like I am ur beban.. Always want you to teman me.. I just hope teman me will never be ur beban already eu can no nid accompany me when eu doing homework , chat , games , flirt or busy I am so sorry dear.. I am not the girl who like to past my day by myself.. and eu just accompany me that 4 hour or less than that and I sometimes really freaking dulan with someone.. especially the picture eu close with the girl.. if I say I never jealous..means I lieing you… heyy..!how can I act like nothing after see the picture that my boy so close with other girl? and ur friend hurt me enough.. memperli?sindir?ejek?idk la.. they really over.. I never kisah their pandangan but eu do all the thing like didn’t support me I think I am enough foolish =] Fine , ialready make this decision I will never change except eu have make miracle But the percentage of the miracle only 10..=S and TA for give me hope and let it be hopeless! sometimes i really regret why we kenal so early? if we kenal more lambat kan baek?more easy for us to care our relation btw.. eu are the boy i live the most in my life) taip it out with my tears =:'( blogged @ 9:07 AM with
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