人生中第二次崩溃。


I never fail my BI before..

But dunno why this time I FAIL．．

ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｒｉｇｈｔ？

ｉ　ａｌｓｏ　ｃａｎｔ　ａｃｃｐｅｔ．．

ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｓｈｏｃｋ　ａｎｄ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｅａｃｈｅｒ　ｇｖ　ｍｙ　ｐａｐｅｒ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ．．

ｉ　ｄａｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｔａｋｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｐａｐｅｒ．．ａｎｄ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｔａｎｄ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ！

ａｎｄ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｔｅｌｌｉｎｇ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　＂ｔｈａｔ　ｎｏｔ　ｙｏｕｒｓ！　ｏｒ　ｔｅａｃｈｅｒ　ｍａｒｋｅｄ　ｗｒｏｎｇ＂！



ｂｕｔ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｌａｓｔ　ａｌｓｏ　ｔａｋｅ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ．．

ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｇｏ　ｂａｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｐｌａｃｅｓ．．

ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｃａｎ　ｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ　ｍｙ　tears！







ＩCAN!..

is them..

keep menenangkan my hati..

my eyes start blurr..

then the tears keep ‘ fly out’’

..opps..

I really cant control..

So fish…

Im 16 years old..

A girl that should not cry at khalayak depan..and should not cry ！

But I DID!

teacher and friend keep ask me what happen with me that day..
i just know keep shacked my head and say i dunno..
lolxx..
eventhough i know i also say i dunno..

actually is i over tumpukan my study at bio..
and i mengetepikan BI..
i swear i never touch the books..
and that day..
i didnt have enough power to ans BI..





Im so sad that time..

Still have a physic paper have to ans..

But..

I want go back..

I want phone my mummy..

I cant accept that is my paper..



At the last..

I take a deep breath..

I didn’t back..

I calm down..

Take physics book..STUDY..



Can eu do that before a minute eu still was crying and the next second eu clear up all your tears..

And start concentrate on your other test?



I can.. ;D



That is why I so pei fu myself..

I act like never cry and act smile after physic test..

And then went to mega…



And after I ate an ice-cream..

Walk around the megamall..

My mood becom better..

..



When I back..

I still have to act like nothing to face my parents..

So hard eu know?



And then at last I cant tahan already..

I went to bed take a nap..



Now..i wake up..

With a mood like biasa..

Like my BI never fail..

I WANNA TAKE A LONG NAP UNTUK MENEBUSKAN THE DAYS I DIDNT SLEEP!

Lolxx..


My friends was shocked when thy see the girl that never cry but will smile and make jokes although facing difficulties..

but this time ..
she broke down with her tears..

Friends..
thank you that who menenagkan my hati..
and ask me think the positive way..
thank you..


im so proud mempunyai this kind of friends.. =)
really..
and im so sorry for those who i tempis your hand with an evil face..
sorry , dear friends..








Actually what kind of human are me? ; )

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